Good Bye my Love and friend,
Lover, I will love forever.
The song says Every beginning is some beginnings end
But what they neglected to say is that the end hurts more than anything
But the hurt is in direct proportion to the pleasure
A pleasure we gave each other without limits
Even though it hurts now, I would do it all again.
And I wouldn't stop to think.
I would dance in the fire and burn.
Just to touch the Goddess again, if that is her commands.
The sky was red as blood tonight,
It looks like the world is on fire
Burning like the whole in my heart
A whole that will never be filled
The old Christian in my say
This is the right thing to do.
The New Witch in me calmly says
Do what thou wilt, but harm none
We were harming none.
Or at least only ourselves
I did see us together someday
Happy old and gray
two solitary witch's living out our days
Woke up this morning with in my mind
as I do most every morning,
Dreamed of you last night.
When will it stop? Don't want it to,
Keeps you real, but it hurts
When I am with people, I can almost fool myself,
into thinking I am ok, but when they all go away...
Sadness returns, like when I listen to music.
The music that used to lift me up, now brings me down.
Oh Goddess, show me why this is right.
Or Show me that it is wrong, But don't let me hang over the abyss
Have I done something so karmically wrong
Let me know...Soon...Please...
To Goddess Witch, that I have to let go of,
I wish you well, and hopefully much happier than I am.
I will always keep you breath, touch, and your love
Tucked deep inside my heart, in a special place
The magic isn't quite as bright
without you around, If only I could talk to you
and still call you friend
To see your eyes, see the light bounce off your hair.
Hear you laugh in the wind, or discover you watching me.
You were the one keeping me sain
keeping me together, keeping me up
We will see how long it take me to become
the pile of pieces I was when you found me
You probably never
know how much I really needed you
In some way I hope you never do
It makes me feel weak.
Wow this is hard, I still think of you constantly,
I wish we could find some middle ground that was
good for both of us.
But if this is your wish.
I will dance it into reality
I wish we could stay intouch, as I am interested in you life
Just remember you ARE an incredible, amazing, wonderful person.
If you ever need a friend, or an ear, I will never turn you away, NEVER
I wake up in the morning, thinking I will be ok,
Then I realize I will not see you again,
and the sadness floods over me and pulls me back into the abyss.
I wonder how your holding up
If it is this bad for me...or am I just weak
or did I hurt you so much that it is easy for you?
I figured it out, it feels like I am dyeing,
Dyeing a little more each day
I hate my life, but still can't break my promise.
If I broke my promise I would not be the person you think I am
You were the one thing that was holding me up.
I would do anything short of breaking my promise
to keep you in my life in some form, be it friend or lover.