I Wish

I wish you well,
up on you way.

I wish I could follow you,
because people like you come around,
only once in a life time.
But today, I still can't follow you.

I can't change who I am,
Or what I have become.
I can't change these feelings I have.

So this and the hurt I have caused you
is the regret that will be my keeper.
For today and a myriad days to come.

I also wish some day,
I will be able, again, to call you my friend.

They say it is better to have loved and lost,
than never to have loved at all.

Right here and now, With the weight of
a thousand stones on my chest,
my mind slow, and unable to think,
and my feet acting like I am walking through a muddy bog,
I can only say,
"With this pain I feel, I am not so sure"

Stay true to your self,
Some memories, get burned in to our minds,
with such force, they CAN NOT fade away!
I will love you forever.

I wish you well,
up on you way.

Good Bye